Everyone is having their breakdowns this week. It is not because i’m SO stressed, it is due to the frustration over the inability to complete a maths or chem question. Like today, I tried to hard for this methods part 1 sac, thinking I would get 80 percent at least. Though, I ended up crying my eyes out for the second time this week. I could not even complete half of the sac. I dont think i’ve ever felt so stupid and clueless before. Who knew, that your hard work could never pay off? It’s just the beginning and i’m not going to let this get to me, but i’m just soooooooo disappointed in myself.

positive thoughts! positive thoughts!

There is literally too much to worry about at the moment. Yet, I’m tumblring away trying to brush off the emotions that are making me stressed. I swear chemistry is doing my head in, I keep repeating those silly mistakes in practise exams, and having that feeling in every single exam where I have no idea how to answer the 3-4 mark question. It is freaking me out, how am I supposed to get the study score I want when I cannot even answer simple questions on the exams.

Why do all my subjects require 3-4 period sacs ?! IS THIS REALLY NECESSARY?!

Dont worry, I still somewhat love year 12. Apart from the upcoming midyear exams and the ten billion sacs.

I just want to go shopping :( 

(Source: joycakes, via fei-juuu)